The life of me

Today has started very good:

Woke up at around 7:30 next to my honey, took it quite easy in the morning.
Got to work and found out that our new 60″ TV’s (yes, 2x 60″ 3D TVs!) are to be delivered by the end of the day!
Just had a really nice lunch with couple of colleagues and now back to work.

Today, Elin and I will be going to visit Paul & Frida – an awesome couple with two absolutely cutest kids I know

Awesome day!

Just started reading a book I got to help me find myself.

It’s scary how much one starts to think and realize just after a few pages. I only am on chapter 2 yet I realized so many things.

It truly is a great book to help one figure out things and find back to ones self.

More to come..

P.S.: Don’t really know what language to use while blogging, so will go for English.. not that it really matters – It’s more for myself than for everyone else I’m writing this.

“The first step toward change is awareness. The second step is acceptance.” – Nathaniel Branden

I had an eye opening moment yesterday…

When you are told that you’ve lost yourself and you finally realize it – it really sucks.
Not in the way that it sucks to hear it and you are sad that someone told you that – no, but in the way that you yourself haven’t realized it before. One cannot stop to wonder “Why? How did this happen? What do I do now?”

Why? – Many reasons
How? – I stopped thinking/caring about myself, just got all worked up.. Probably that’s how it all started.
What to do? – Just get back on your feet and find the way back!

Well, It’s not that I got a lot to say yet – I have still a lot to think about – but I will find my way back to the man I was before.
How was I before? – Happy about life, self-aware, self-confident in some ways, less stressed, with inner peace.

I’m really grateful to my beautiful girlfriend Elin for helping me realize all this. Without her, I wouldn’t figure it out before it was too late. But now, I know of this, I understand that this is the way I am now, a situation I am now in. NOW, I can start getting back on track.

Keep an eye out for a change, because it will happen!